Me and hubby got up around 6 am today to meet up our friends Gelai and Anders. The 4 of us went to Punta Del Sol in Samal. It was a nice beach, not too many people and really peaceful. We liked the water in there and we were able to borrow some life jackets that made the swimming more fun with the goggles. I enjoyed the beach today but when I got home, I felt sad because my mom was mad and said directly that I will cook and when I already started to prepare, she was telling me that I was doing it in the wrong way, it went into my mind that in everything I do even before my mama always notices the wrong side of me and maybe that is the reason why it was hard for me to value myself and until now I lack self-confidence. I know I was wrong when I answered back to her but I was just tired and I didnot like the way she talked to me earlier. Forgive me Lord.
Tonight, when I was about to upload the pictures we took earlier in the beach, I was surprised that the pictures all gone. I know it was my hubby who last used it and I was really sad and disappointed because I like those photos in there. I cried and still now when I think about it, I couldn’t help but feel sad. I know those are just pictures but for me it means a lot. I’m sorry Lord I know should not be attached on that material things but you know Lord how I love pictures. Nothing I could do, I tried many times to look at the camera but the pictures are no longer there.. Goodbye pictures.. Now, I lost interest of taking pictures.
Thank you Lord for this day, for the safe day.
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